LadySkittleZ

I sent here before my drugged stupor begins, and I begin to wonder just what is it that makes my life bearable? I have lost quite a few friends within the last few years, and I think as to why I've lost them. And it comes to my mind that, the reason I have lost so many friends, is partially because of myself! See... I well, I can go for a lot of people, I'm not talking about Jessica as in the person that I portray on a daily bases. As that girl who has grown-up, and had a hard life. I portray myself as skittles, most people see skittles as a whore, a drug head, and a fiend. But in reality skittles is just a another personality, skittles is a

She's sad again, I can tell. If your wondering this is skittles talking, as I was saying she's sad again. Most days it's not that hard to drag her into my world of happiness and fun, but here of late she's losing alot of time. So very forgetful, she sleeps too much as well... I'm not sure why, but it's like she's losing her self within her self. Things haven't been going right for my dear Jessica, she's not the same. When chess was around she was fine, but now well now she's accepted the fact that chess doesn't want her to be Alice any more. I suppose Jessica's wonderland is slowly crashing down upon her and there is no escape. Whilst I am st

I wake up to another day in Wonderland; chess has been missing for quite a while now.  Hatter has invited me for tea  many times and we've had such good fun , but it's not the same, something is missing rather someone is missing . Wonderland is changing, the skies are no longer blue it's cloudy and it rains almost every day . The trees and grass are always the same color, but some how things have lost their brightness.  March hare , hatter , and I have been on many such adventures  but I miss my chess. His words still echoing in my ears "When you're not on edge you're taking up too much space," however I have been too on edge lately. My Won